I love my God, but during Sunday morning worship let's just say I am not GIFTED .. Please don't ask to me sing, clap, and chew gum at the same time. Our church is big enough that you would not be 'blessed' by hearing my mediocre voice... My lack of a sense of rhythm is concealed well because as I now raise my hands during worship in a low key manner which minimizes my ability to clap along with any song. I mean to say.. We are PROTESTANTS not PENTECOSTALS!
note: I am neither making fun of Protestants or Pentecostals here.. I am making fun of ME.. BUT I DIGRESS
But my Bull in a China 'Worship' Shop stylings is NOT my topic for today. The Bull I speak of exists in what I may say, or tweet, or maybe a facebook post. I have the ability to undermine the Gospel message with blunt, biting, and sometimes sarcastic words. AND if the person I am talking with or the group I disagree with I feel disrespects me.. my button gets pushed. This button must be pretty easy to spot and has hair trigger switch.
Like usual my disclaimer is .. I am not a bad guy, BUT sharp, and sarcastic words compounded by a frustrated spirit is NOT a fruit of God's Spirit. WHO KNEW?
The Fruit of God's Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, goodness, gentleness, kindness, and self control to name a few. Well with this as my measuring stick I stand before you all blurting in my daily email A WITHERED TREE.
So back to being a BULL.. how do I stop myself from breaking life? How do I return to being peaceful? I think one of problems is though I break a few things and hurt a few feelings to those close to me,, the bigger damage I often do is crashing around inside my head hurting myself with feelings of failure.. and not allowing for God's Grace to heal me.
All I can do is pick up the pieces and not try to superglue them back together, but make them a matter of prayer. Ask forgiveness from those who I may have injured, and pray for God to intervene in my heart and mind, and a soul to where my bull like manners become peaceful. You know, that Peace that passes all understanding.
I don't want today's words to be a downer to any of you BULLS. I pray you will encourage any of you who struggle in your BULL-ish moments to regroup, and return to God where peace is waiting.
May God bless, lead and use each of us today DESPITE our frailties, insecurities, frustrations, limitations, and.. lead us through this faith journey without breaking the good China. AND if we do break anything, God's grace is bigger than superglue.
hmmm.. I think that should be on a Hallmark Card.
Jeff (Bullish in the Back Pew) Larson
PS.. a very big PS: Sharing the Gospel message can be another Bull in the China Shop moment. Not everyone has the gift of evangelism, but we ALL should pray for opportunities to share.
Pray to be used by God to share His light in this dark world. Through conversational testimony found in our words and actions the seeds are planted in those who at this point do not know Jesus. Whether we plant or sow we are all part of God's plan.
So neither the one who plants nor the one who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. 1 Cor. 3:7
9/2/2020 10:59:25 am
You hit on a great and convicting topic here! Love it! Thanks for your faithfulness in sharing truth. God bless you and keep you.
9/2/2020 11:09:46 am
Biblical reference should be Ec 7:9 on the 'control your anger' clip.
2/28/2023 11:42:55 pm
"My Bull in a China Shop Faith" is a phrase used to describe a person who approaches their faith with a sense of recklessness or lack of caution. Such individuals may act impulsively, without fully considering the consequences of their actions, and may be prone to making mistakes. However, this does not necessarily mean that they lack sincerity or devotion in their beliefs. Rather, it suggests that they need to develop a more measured approach to their faith, one that is guided by wisdom and discernment. By doing so, they can avoid inadvertently causing harm to themselves or others, and instead cultivate a deeper, more meaningful spiritual practice.
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